off to work

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So its 8.23am and I am off to work..  Not off to the beach..

But did I tell you I have another new job?

Yeah, the old new job was not-so-good-at-all.

In related news I seem to be having lingering increased anxiety related issues again.

But am dealing with the anxiety by yesterday seeing my Dr and requesting new referral to go see a counsellor.  And, it is anxiety, not blue sheets/can't get out of bed depression so I am not in such a bad place as I have been before.

I am going to try not drinking apart from on very special occasions.  I don't drink very much, maybe two times a week at most.  But I find that I feel like it is making me feel ugh; with worse then when I was younger hangovers and, I always seem to want one more drink then I really need.  It is this extra drink that I don't like wanting.

As last year - peace and white flags every one.

xx